Dreaming

I wake up this morning to Pat saying that he'd had a dream that I'd got pregnant with Ropeless, but I'd had a show and therefore was not pregnant.  He said that he was upset because I'd got it on with Rope and he was very pissed off about it.
Now, I am not pregnant with Rope.  I have never had sex with him and although I went to Portugal and spent time with him, nothing at all raunchy happened.  So, why is Patsy having these issues?
Is it because a) I'm very fond of him 2) I occasionally lend him money and buy plane tickets for him or iii) don't have a problem with his lifestyle and don't judge him on this, ever? Or, is he just judging me by his own standards, or standards based on my behaviour from about 20 years ago?
Maybe I'm just being naive and I shouldn't have gone on holiday to see the guys.  However, in my defence, I went with Kerry, so was chaperoned by her.  I spent every night in my own bed alone. And I didnt' do anything!  If I had done, I wouldn't be feeling so terrible.  I wish I had done now.
I've even started to feel guilty about feeling anything for him.  What a disaster!