Well for the first time in my life I've decided not to go to a gig, so I've just sold my Nickelback tickets for Friday. It's no big thing but I'm not up for it and neither's Sian, so we're going shopping instead with my ill gotten gains. That will be some weekend in the future.

What's been happening since I last wrote? Well, I've seen the MS nurse and she's sorted out loads of appointments for me with OH, physio, fatigue management, so it's all good. I've also applied for a blue badge, so we'll see how that goes.

Both the girls are at college and school now. Anna's finding it a bit horrible and the homework! Well, it's appalling! Sian's at college doing sport Btec and she's enjoying it so far. It's a change from school and I think she's really going to like it.

Me and Pat are good. I've looked back at 3 years of these ramblings and my yahoo blog and it's been tumultuous to say the least. We're still here though and still having a good time generally. he's calmed down now that he doesn't have to work with Kev and he's doing his own thing with gardening, mushrooming and fishing, so he's good.

My friendship with Rope nearly came to a crescendo last Saturday as it was his birthday and we all piled round his. I got rather worse for wear and just wanted to hug him and touch him, but clearly that was not the sort of thing that a woman in a 25 year relationship should do really. I've talked to Kez about it and she says that if I can, to try to stay out of his way until he goes back to porch as it would cause a complete meltdown. I know this is true and I don't want to create anything bad at all. I can't believe that this has been going on now for at least 6 years!