Slightly shocked last night when Pat announced that he was staying with me "for the sake of the kids", even though he says he loves me, it's the kids who are keeping us together.  I wonder what will happen when they leave?  I suppose I can't be too horrified.  I've behaved apallingly to him over the years.  Maybe this has always been the way it was going to be. I'm sure other people have worse issues than this, so I'm not going to think on it too much.  However, that packet of fluvoxamine is looking very attractive at the moment. Later.